I came to Mount Lantoy to die.  Flooded with confusion, misery, and sadness, I was a man deprived of hope, lost in a labyrinth with no exit and prize.  For the last couple of years, I’ve been going through a storm, bombarded by endless downpours of adversities.      Deaths.  The covid aftermath.  The recession.  Odette.  Meaningless wars.  Betrayals.  Climate change.  Landslides.  Floods.  It has been an absolute shit show. And the worst part is, I don’t see any silver lining.  There’s no light in this dark tunnel. It’s a darkness that stretches to infinity.  But, I have an escape plan and a solution that ends all miseries and pain.   Death.  The…